My TV & Me

As I ponder the question, who do I think I am on a daily basis, in the morning as I sit on the porcelain queen, riding the train to work and before I go to bed at night, the one thing that seems to be true is that I am a walking intuitive and instinctive paradox. Although, I second guess myself and my abilities, I do pull through all my pessimism and achieve my menial but significant goals. I'm friendly but not very outgoing, private but open and honest, shy but sing loud in a band, very organize but my house is a wreck. I am also quite guilty of consuming large amounts of television. Actually, all visual arts and music gets a good hold on me but since I was a lil girl television has been there for me every single time I needed a fix, a partner in crime, my escapee prison mate.

Contributing to one of my downfalls especially when someone is trying to have a meaningful conversation with me,not advisable, this blue box of media has exposed me to so many diverse cultures, exquisite cuisines, the worlds beyond our skies. As a media consumer, one does have to be responsible in the choices one makes based on what you feed your mind with. I do indulge, however, on all of the sensationalism out there being offered but I choose to use the channels consciously and wisely because everything influences you in some way or another whether you want it to or not. If you are a cognitive human being driven feelings and emotions youare bound to be effected by what you come across in life.